https://www.vice.com/en_us/article/j5zqwp/competitive-psychedelic-users-are-chasing-ego-death-and-losing-their-sense-of-self

Seems like there are so many variations in peoples experiences of "psychic ego death" Whilst this state of nothingness and everything ness all at once may be appealing it also may be easier to just make friends with Your ego!